hello. back from today's meeting.
our subcamp is quite fast though today's thingy
is kinda slack BUT.
its okay. buahahahahs

we went to buy paint and in the end we found out
that we only bought ONE SMALL CAN of silver

our cheer session today was more of a choral reading session.
OOOO I HAVE A SUGGESTION
WE CAN USE OUR YOUR HAIR IS LIKE BIRDNEST
CHEER FOR OUR SUBCAMP CHEER!!!!!!!

and i burnt my hands while washing the paintbrushes with
turpentine. it hurts alot.
its okay now.XD
but to play safe, i'd not stand near any possible sources
that will set my hands on fire.

ANNOUNCEMENT: I AM MOVING HOUSE ON THU,FRI,SAT.
i have to chiong my packing because we still have LOADS
of things left unpack and we do not have much time left.
i'll be on a packing spree
and most prob we will move some stuff over tmr.
so i cannot go for any patrol and subcamp matters starting from tmr

(will my nose catch fire?
i touched my nose yesnow when
there's turpentine on my hands)

and ANNOUNCEMENT:
KHOON CHANGING HER HOUSE NUMBER (duh)
cuz she moving house

and i am beginning to like my spare phone. (dun ask me why)
mel says she is going to cut her hair
should i cut my hair too?
TO CUT OR NOT TO CUT
HMMMMM thats a good question

i was on my way up the stairs when i heard a familiar song
blasting from my neighbour's house..


five in air lets do it together
five to the side who cares about the weather
five on the floor the party's on at your place
five to the front there's a smile on my face

hihihihihihi together
1234 hiFIVE
1234 hiFIVE
1234 hiFIVE
.................................
five in the air lets do it together
HI FIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another week passed and i am still here
i havent done anything for the holiday yet
because i am still idling around doing nothing
except packing my barang-barang for my new house
yupps. moving house in a few days time

as i have said previously
my handphone is dead. seriously dead. so meaning
i cannot take any photos of my old house.
kay.
i am going to use my parents' phones.

will i miss my old house? dunno. i think. i will.

i went to choose the sofa and dining table.
cool.
orange marble table. orange velvet sofa.
i went to see my new house too. yesterday.
not done yet but i know it is going to be very nice
its quite small, when compared to my present one
but it will be a new experience so it should be okay

my soundcard is back.
my dad bought one. because i need to do the music
for our subcamp campfire item.
finished.
done.
will let you guys listen during tmr's rehearsal.
cant wait to play wide game.

OH I AM IN 305
BSP+tripleSCIENCE
same class as jiayu jiachee tammy
glenna woonfang pearl amanda tang etc
i "kope-ing" textbooks from nice shiaowei
my beloved sec3-going-4 senior
so i only need to buy stupid trip science tb
WHICH COST 91.95 BUCKS.
can they just round down to like 90?
1.95 also must sheng.
if round down to 80 even better.
okay 70
okay 60
okay 50
okay 10
okay free. THE BEST.

your head and my foot.

tata there's nth much about my life.

holidays are here
but i am so not in the mood
i must treasure it though if not
it will soon be over.

just signed up for the library service
because of the NYAA programme
i very much hope both me and mel would get it!
it would be super cool and fun i guess

i havent started "playing"
i need to pack my stuff cuz i am moving house soon
everything's done. we've chosen the tiles and stuff
and they've painted our rooms and laid our tiles
currently working on the cupboards
so it should be fast.
byebye minton rise
i will miss you

but yet i will love my new house too
it will be beautifulXD
will be celebrating christmas and CNY there
cant wait.
and soon i will be going over to bishan library
as a volunteer.
everything will be so COOL and yeah interesting
and new.

my handphone is dead.
mum finding out how much it will cost if i sent it for service
if too ex then HAHA. i will be having a new handphone for xmas
so currently i am using my spare phone.
thus sorry. if i replied your sms asking who you are

and my soundcard is dead too.
(as in my father havent bought a new one yet)
he says he is going to upgrade the PC
so i must as well just wait for the new PC
meanwhile, no videos and music for me
meaning no youtube and stuff

and i am back from the malacca trip!!!!
i seriously love 211'09
it is the best class that i've ever had
we are going to be sec three soon
so jiayous. all the best. i love you.
thank you guys
and the trip was fun.
i love the hotel.
and yeah it was fun because of 211
love you.loveBOOMZ.love 20092008
and also, i am bubbling inside because
i wanna know my subject combination for 2010
and who's in my class next year.

end of year camp is coming.
and i must say that i love subcamptwo's skitXD
i will 剪接 the music for our skit ASAP
its my pleasure

its my pleasure writing the script
because i wanna be a scriptwriter nexttime

what am i going to do after packing up?
draw
download audi
buy books for next year
write stories if possibleXD
and explore my new neighbourhood with mel.

how am i feeling now?
tired and amazed.
i want more holidays
and i am amazed at how fast time can fly
i am ageing. (LOL)
yeah. i am.

kays.
since its not use whining and sighing away
i should BE PREPARED for the stupid stuff
and be well-planned
and i should be okay
i WILL be okay.

jiayous khoon and everyone
if the holidays are here so fast
it will go away quickly too

school's over.
but nvm. there's malacca trip!!!
atc's coming.
but huhhuh.
there's meetings today tmr
almost every single day.
there's proposals due today, 11th, 18th
and that's not the end
because there's gonna be draft 2,3 blahblah
and there's patrol stuff
for every single time i need to go out
it's because of *u**es
i like it. but not the stress it gives me

my holiday is gone and destroyed because of it
and why must we suffer for more than 10 days
just because of the stupid 4 days?

but. haiz. 不能說的……秘密？
or rather err 埋怨? 委屈?
有苦說不出

ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH
KHOON IS DEAD.

ONE. i am so damn freaking angry with those adults
who think that they are ALWAYS right when they
are utterly WRONG. they think WE are stupid
and do not believe us even when we tell them 1+1=2
when proven wrong, they make excuses by saying that
they are older.
we cannot blame them when they make mistakes
but they can scold us like shit and boss us around
WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE
i cannot give respect to these type of ppl man
even if they are older than me
SO WHAT
you are WRONG. why must i say sorry

TWO. related to ONE.
i wanna make my decision
and so obviously that I AM RIGHT
and my choice has the most number of advantages
but they wanna do things THEIR WAY because
they do not want to listen to "A CHILD"

THREE. related to TWO.
and then when i make mistakes
i kana scolded.
and i too kana scolded when my younger cousins
do something wrong. HELLO? i didnt do anything
and in the end, my younger cousins DO NOT GET
ANY SCOLDINGS from the "self-proclaimed-smart" adults
when I ask them the reasons they replied
you older mah. they younger than you eh. NEVERMIND
天理何在

FOUR. related to THREE.
i wanna die. i feel so tired.
my presence is nothing.
my opinions and feelings are of no value
so why must i be here?
i am stressed out.
and most of the stress come from me
myself.
i wanna get good results
i am pay very much attention to criticism
and i 偏偏 get not very 理想 results
and errr i am super sensitive?
I JUST HATE IT.
i hate my life
i mean i love my life
i treasure it.
but i hate what happens
it seemed that everything i do turns wrong

FIVE. CONCLUSION.
i just have to 睜一只眼 閉一只眼
no choice. i have to ignore stuff.
i must not take all things seriously
hope that the saying 苦盡甘來 is true
and it will happen to me.
after all these "sufferings and torments"
i will enjoy the rest of my life

love life.

要從心裏拿走一個人 很痛 很難

ONE. love fanfan's songs!
hmm going to buy...~
-卓文萱 1+1play n fun
-范范 f1
-張韶涵 第五季

TWO. everyone please 支持 籃球火hotshot
channel u
starting from 02nov, 11.30pm

THREE. i seriously hate going to school
time flies and i wonder how i will feel
when i turn 20 or even older.

PS 反正錯 也是他的錯 不是嗎

i just had a random conversation with my father
about 叉叉叉
and he commented that 叉叉叉 is a bit 假
true enough, there were times when i felt that
hey, i thought you not like that one
how come you suddenly change?
or you might be ignorant at times
but this might be too extreme
are you faking it or that is the 真 you?

but then there are those times when i felt
eh? waa how come 叉叉叉 SO NICE
a 360degrees change from 叉叉叉's lastime
and i thought 叉叉叉 really changed for good
i dunno
until my father shared the same thought
that 叉叉叉 is really quite 假 at times

and again, i thought
maybe 叉叉叉 is like that
because sometimes, people get tired of being the good guy
and cannot control themselves?
not all people are perfect. as in, in fact
all people ARE NOT perfect.

so 叉叉叉 might be trying to change
but 叉叉叉 sometimes cannot hide 叉叉叉's bad side
however it felt a bit creepy when i dunno whether to
trust 叉叉叉 or not.
like, i do doubt 叉叉叉's actions at times
wondering whether 叉叉叉 has a motive behind the change

people around 叉叉叉 think that 叉叉叉 is nice and friendly
so maybe i will choose to believe so
but i wont place 100% trust in 叉叉叉
or anyone.
because you will never know their true face
i dun mean that 叉叉叉 is evil or what
紙包不住火
再等一下
meanwhile, just wait and see.
and treat 叉叉叉 as a normal person

and i will work hard to be a nice person
it will take a long time but i will try
it will be my lifetime goal/target

buahahahahas! exams are OVER
okay. NOT.
we still left err lets see.
GEOG SCIENCE and IM paper 1
but who cares man?!~ its weekend now and we should relax
though i havent mug for science and geography yet
but hmph! i going to play "for a while"
(who knows how long it will last)

oh and there's this stupid fuss about this year's PSLE
first, it was the math paper. and now, the chinese.
PLEASE LARH. difficult or what also benchmarking with the whole level
not only your child taking the exams sia
why care so much about marks
anyway it's so damn over now
what can you do about it huh?
abcdefg hij *lmnop qr*tuv wxyz PPL OF THE PUBLIC
super diao larh.

hmph nevermind. i am going to relax now
and play my games and eat my yummy fried riceXD
buahahahas
i will be going malaysia tmr to see my beloved maipo
long time (really) never see her leXDXD
oh and nanyang changing principal le
next year there will be a new principal

and next year. i will become a SEC3!!
and i will be a senior
and the sec ones and twos will greet us
"GOOD AFTERNOON SEC 3!"
HHAHAHAHAHAHHA 好威風啊
haiz it will also be very stressful
but hehe i sort of cant wait to see what we're going to learn for BSP

and before all these happen
twoeleven2009 is going to malacca together
and the year ends...

yes i just posted yesterday and here i am
posting AGAIN. just because i am too bored
i seriously dont have anything to do now
except for stupid EOY revision? which i dun feel like doing
so yeahh I DUNNO WHAT TO DO

i cannot watch conan now because my soundcard is dead
i finished playing and hugging everyone in petsocietyXD
i 've exhausted all my workers in restaurant city
and i collected my crops and stuff in country story
I EVEN UPLOADED PHOTOS and read the notifications,
which i usually dont even bother to.
(also partly because of melissa and jiayu.
THEY ASKED TO ME READ MY NOTIFICATIONS.)
emmhmm. what should i do but post.

OH AND I AM SO SICK
I'VE CAUGHT THE IRRITATING AND TROUBLESOME
FLU BUG.
i had to go around borrowing tissue papers from my fwens
i hate falling sick
i hate feeling ill
i hate it.

i remembered that i forgotten to mention something
in my previous post so i shall say it now.
yesterday. oops. wednesday. issit wednesday? NVM
during the previous bio lesson (kay i think it IS)
we are supposed to copy notes and stuff on human repro
and when we are talking about STIs and how to prevent
teacher wrote: do not share needles. so i wrote it down.
and i told wingshan: lol, i thought i wrote: NOODLES.
and guess WHAT dear old wingshan replied?

SHE SAID
IT IS NOODLES WHAT.
then i went over to peek at her papers/notes and yes.
SHE WROTE NOODLES.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
yeah. we laughed about it. and i was so damn afraid that
the teacher will say: two girls sitting at teh back
WHAT ARE YOU ALL DOING ARH

and emmhmm. what else do i need to say
OH I AM SO DAMN EXCITED ABOUT THE MALACCAtrip
we went to the com lab today and logged in to ecareers
i am suitable to be any of the following:
TV producer
advertising manager
artiste
performer

and now my list of what i wannabe when i grow up
-tv producer/scriptwriter
-fashion buyer/fashion stylist
-flight attendant
i do not aspire to be a vasantham starXD

what i am going to do this weekend
-revise (I HOPE i willXD)
-go see new house
-go punggol park
-go pay respect to my granny
-go shopping

what i wanna do after EOYS
-go malaccaXD
-go taiwan and hongkong with my family&LIWEN,
my dearest meimei on earthXD
-move house
-atc:widegame, nighttrail
-PLAY

but jiayous
i must JIAYOUS for the annoying EOY first
LETS JIAYOUS TOGETHER.

PS: i wanna buy tons of PLAY magazines

~大家好 我是麥可敖犬XD~

hahas i decided to post another one.
NOT ABOUT SINGAPORE this timeXD
yes. i read my nice nice meimei's blog
and I REALLY CANT WAIT TO GO taiwan/hongkong
with her! i really cant wait! it seems so exciting~~

and yes another thing that i wanna mention
SO BADLY is that:
MOONCAKES ARE SO DAMN DELICIOUS AND YUMMY
though they are sweet and err high in calories blahblahblah
i just simply
LOVE THEM

jap eoys are over. my oral wasnt that err good?
but the written one was quite okay.
i managed to answer one question correctly
based on my luckXD
but using too much of my luck isnt that good
because i will soon run out of them

other EOYs are coming.
but i am still NOT in the studying mood
so i guess i shall wait.
wait. that is my favourite line.
i think today's nice "adventure" at teh com lab
with mel is super damn funny and fun.

I AM KAITOU KID!
hahahahahhahaha
i didnt realise that i was so "cool"
in case you do not know what i am talking about
yeah. there's this quiz on facebook:
which detective conan character are you (something like that)
and i took it (cuz kahhui asked me to)
and here's the results.
I AM KAITOU KID XD
kahhui: haibara
rachel/mingsei: ran
mel/nina: heiji
(if i remembered correctly, yeah its like this.)
>mel: i dont think i have a good memory

and we still do not know who is conan....
he is just somewhere...
...

nvmXD its okay if we cannot find him
because there is still me!
I AM KAITOU KID!
*SMILES*

ms ris low's case made me think.
as in, why is singlish like something that is "wrong"
yeah, it is "wrong" english
with "wrong" subject-verb agreement blahblahblah
but it is something that i think we, singaporeans, should be proud of.
i mean, isn't that the unique point about singapore?
it is so much meaningful and better when compared to other
special points about singapore like kiasu-ness...

singapore is well-known for her being a multiracial society
and isnt that where singlish has originated from?
it is because of the different mother tongues each and every one
of us speaks. it is because we ARE singapore.
we are SINGAPOREANS right? arent we?
we are not some European countries
isnt it something "cool" that singaporeans can understand
many different languages/dialects.
our grandmothers/grandfathers or even mothers/fathers
KNOW how to communicate with someone of a different race
but can we?
they, who "belonged to the previous few generations when
singapore had not promoted the speak good english/chinese thingy"
know languages and dialects which do not belong to their "ancestral roots'
but can we?

and now, when korean/japanese dramas are broadcasted on TV
there is this 'dual sound" function for us to listen to the original voices/language
BUT THERE ISNT ANY SUCH FUNCTION for taiwan/hongkong dramas
WHY? just because it is in hokkien/cantonese?
what is the main point of learning new languages when we are not even
GIVEN a chance to learn OUR OWN mother tongue?
you may say, "then what will other ppl think of us when we speak 'rojak'
chinese, with all sorts of dialects in our conversation?"
then i will ask,"then what will other ppl think of us when we do not know how
to converse in our own dialects?"
THEN WHAT WILL SINGAPORE TURN OUT TO BE
WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO OUR PERSONAL IDENTITY AS SINGAPOREANS

is singlish something that the government should be ashamed of?
is our culture something that the government should have gotten rid of?
is dialects not counted as one of our cultural roots?

then, what is singapore's unique point?

PS: OMG am i like super brave to post this post?

曾經擁有的美麗畫面
是否應該徹底再見
幸福一瞬間灰飛煙滅
你我之間暗淡如煙

有些事情只能藏在心里
有些事情只能沉默不語
有些朋友就是早已注定
有些回憶應該趕緊忘記

從前的約定變成了空虛
黑白故事變成了過去
無聲無息沒有你的消息
字字句句也只留在心里

世界奇迹一万零一
希望彼此再可相聚

september holidays are gone and here i am eating my lontong
curry rocks! i love curry! (except the ones i cook and the super spicy ones)

yeah so time really FLIES and 2009 is going to pass
and i am going to miss 211'09!
amanda chan who loves shopping
amanda goh and jinny who love dancing
cassmain and liangxuan who love singing
mingsei who loves music
meian who loves the euphonium
karlai who loves science
kengfang who loves dizi
xinhui who loves blogging
enning who loves gymnastics
zixin who loves travelling
sixian who loves theatre
joey who loves basketball
kahhui who loves floral arrangement
jiayu who loves F1
yonghui who loves badminton
yongxin who loves collecting penholders
peixuan who loves reading novels
nina who loves drawing
yihao who loves money (me tooXD)
rachel, annette, wingshan who all love photography
rochelle who loves collecting notebooks
tracy who loves poetry writing
woonfang who loves collecting postcards
melissa who loves baking bread
glenna who loves collecting stamps
amanda tang who loves playing the drums
siyi who loves table tennis
leanne who loves chocolate
and pearl who loves jewellery making

and yeekhoon who loves each and everyone of 211'09!
jiayous everyone for the upcoming EOYs
and everything you want to pursue
may all of us do well in school and in the future.
XD

-khoon

it has been a LONGGG time since i last posted on my blog
time flies and here i am again

so... what is there for me to say?
oh guides we had heritage trail thingy and it was
okay. just in case any seniors read this.
i shouldnt add any adjectives
but i was super super tired and almost died of dehydration
imagine standing under the hot sun for 4hours?!
with the same scenery and weird glares from strangers?
even the bus uncles were staring at us (the station ICs) *sopaiseh*

and we had our bio block test today
it was counted okay. though i forgotten what..
OKay. i forgot the question. it's a term for 23chromosomes
haploid?
maybe.

yupps. tmr there's a speech on my passion
so i guess i must start preparing/practicing right after i type this post
oh yes there's chinese compo tmr
haiz life's tiring but it has to go on yeah
love life love yourself love me.

subject combination. not very sure/clear
but most probably it will be like this:
BSP (+scholarship if i can get)
2SCIENCE (chemistry +physics) + geog
not taking any programme.
considering 3sciences but i seriously dont wanna do disection
nevermind. i still have ONE MORE DAY to ponder

amanda, sure pass one lar.
yupps. drama.
i love our script cuz i think its super cool
and it has the drama feelXD
jiayous ppl. *oops havent memorise my lines yet*

what's left?
oh maybe i am going to change my blogskin?
any recommendation ppl?
just changed my playlistXD
oh and i submitted my pinhole phto
not very well done but who cares

oh. wish my father all the best.
he is sick=( hope he recovers soon.
love life love my father. love my family
and youxD

arh..gossips seems fun.
but try not to make a huge fuss about it

OH and today nice nice teacher ms phua
(i love her! she is such a nice and caring teacher!)
told us that the postponed trip to malacca is err back
if nothing goes wrong, we will be leaving singapore to malacca
as a batch or rather half a batch from 11novto13nov
isnt that exciting?
will be sharing room with amanda and jinny most prob
another thing. reminder or what there's a timed trial for im tmr

what do i want to be when i grow up?
i dunno. i am not sure. but something like these jobs
script writer/tv producer/something related to finance/languages
goals will change.
唯一不變的就是變

tatas
-khoon
PS: jiayous to everyone. we need the POWER!

hello 昨天和今天沒有去學校是因爲
沒錯 我發燒了
原本很擔心 但是醫生沒說什麽 應該是OK吧
大家也就別擔心咯

昨天早上 4somethingAM 覺得很熱 很熱
took my temperature and OMG 37.7 發燒了
so i called melissa and told her that i am NOT going to school
yupps so i went to see a doctor
那時候就升到38.3
嚇死我了你知道嗎 然後今天早上也還沒退 反而38.6
救命啊

還有 我很不爽 很不爽
因爲 我真的指名道姓了哦 黃貫中
他很不要臉 他不會跳舞 也不會做人
沒有看過棒棒堂 和他們的努力
就隨便地狗眼看人低
我沒有否認他 是老前輩
年紀也必棒棒堂 大很多 差很遠
唱歌比他們好聽很多
皺紋也多很多 才藝…… 只有唱歌啦
再怎麽說 棒棒堂 也會跳舞 主持 搞笑 模仿
唱歌也OK啊
他們 中肯 誠心誠意 用工努力 謙虛
也沒有惹到你 可能只是在香港的身份地位有威脅到你
但也不用惱羞成怒到要撒謊吧！
棒棒堂 也沒有對嘴 每個人都澄清 沒有
你是耳聾了嗎？
我只是 在講理 沒有幫誰
可是 你就是不對啊 你錯了耶！
因爲事實就是 棒棒堂 沒有對嘴嘛
你硬要說他們對嘴是怎麽樣
他們還好心邀請你三年后 到他們的演唱會
但是 你卻 惡毒地說 看他們三年后還在演藝圈的話再説
普通人都不會這樣MEAN好不好
謝謝

沒錯 我又跌到了
我跌到過沒學乖 一直自責自己 太笨 太不小心了
幸好有幾個人很好的朋友 謝謝你們

真的 很痛 很痛
沖涼時 真的是 OMG
太痛 太刺 太無法忍受
我哭 我喊 但是家裏沒人
大家都出去了 反正 就算他們在家 我也不敢喊出來
我不要他們擔心 他們知道我有跌倒就好了
因爲 真的很痛 因爲 我真的哭得很大聲

媽媽說過 塞翁失馬 當你遇見一件壞事時 千萬不要傷心
一定要慶幸 因爲它可能可以再壞 事情可能可以更糟
因爲 這樣已經很好了
對 我可能會傷的更嚴重 我已經很lucky了

當我在廁所裏哭時 我懂了……

i am not a les.

but i think melissa is super funny and cute la!

and i am so damn afraid of water

esp when it is cold and when it is covering your whole head

(but i still do bathe ok)

i am so happy because

i need not present my chinese ppt today

and the next lesson is on THURSDAY

which is a million years later.

meaning i cant be bothered to do anything about it.

for now.

oh yes. mel,chloe and me

saw something super super super funny

today. yes the dreaded thirdlang day. monday.

the omg omg day. and yes so what is the thing that is super super funny?

哈哈　功課還沒做完
明天　ｏｈ　ｎｏ
明天有口頭呈現耶　還沒有做ｐｏｗｅｒｐｏｉｎｔ
救命啊　救命
功課真的太多　時間真的不夠
我又不是超人　我也不是女傭
幹嘛要任勞任怨　拼死地做功課

沒關係　只要想到　ｅｎｄｏｆｙｅａｒｅｘａｍｓ　過後
可以開開心心地玩個痛快　又可以搬家
只好撐下去咯　可是　不撐也得撐

我們班上有好多人生病沒來　快點隔離我們
我門功課太多　喘不過氣　快點放假

哦對了　下個拜三　（很快就回來了）有自稱範圍最大　時間最長的
日全食　求求你們　（是指學校）　播給我們看吧　很酷耶　我要看！

還有　拜托　我真的看不懂　ｒｏｍｅｏ　ａｎｄ　ｊｕｌｉｅｔ
我也不會做ＷＳSC1
我什麽都不會
所以就繞了我吧
謝謝

昨天一早到了學校 進了教室
看到大家都趴在桌上 睡大覺
我覺得 大家都累了
是否有沒有像我一樣厭倦
是否有沒有像我一樣煩惱
我很想睡 但每晚卻睡不着
很累 但是卻不能停下來

上舞蹈課時 陳老師 快把我的腳折斷了
我真的不能劈腿啦 真的 很痛

然後數學小測驗 和英文小測驗
沒葯醫了 準備被檔吧
我天生就是和英文談不來
我真的看不慣 也讀不明白 shakespeare的嘰里咕嚕
romeo and juliet 不是給我這種平凡的人讀的
也不適合我這種正常人

今天 老師給我們看影片
對嘛 每天看影片就夠啦
不需要讀書 不不 現在 我們班應該被隔離才對
這麽多人生病 還要我們上學
這麽多的無理 根本就是存心要我們死掉 對不對

這短短的周末 很快就會過了
噢 我不要！……

還有這幾天 趁休息時 melissa和siyi 和我就會在班上看 黑糖瑪奇朵
而且 也有一些人也回來插花 比如jinny,amanda etc.
雖然你們都不是很喜歡 棒棒堂
但是 我要跟你們說
只要你們有看模範棒棒堂 只要你們有看到他們的努力
只要你們有看到他們的友情 只要你們懂得他們的一切
你們就會開始欣賞他們 為他們瘋狂
因爲 lollipop哪裏怕 因爲lollipop的魅力就像太空黑洞
因爲 他們是最棒的棒棒堂

但是 模範棒棒堂 要光榮的退堂 畢業了
我想 無論是底迪們自己 還是堂主 或助教
或支持他們的我們
都會千分萬分的不捨
捨不得他們
三年來的努力 三年來的心血
三年來的熬夜 三年來的感情
三年的歲月 竟然這麽快就流失了
三年的“開堂”和“退堂”
三年的開場舞
所有的一切一切 真的 很令人感動 真的
所以各位 怎麽可以就批評他們呢
請不要侮辱上天賜給你們的智慧
請別造口業 謝謝

還有我現在跟某某某人吵架
我覺得他們真的是瘋婆娘
對不起 我實在沒有能力 用其他詞語來代表了
因爲我實在是很生氣 非常非常的氣
真是那種可以氣出心臟病來的那種
這種人 沒事找事情罵 自己錯還裝著沒有錯一樣
説穿他們了 就惱羞成怒 實在受不了他們
能遇到他們 不是前世修來的福
而是不知道 前世造了什麽孽 所以今天要遇到他們

算了 別提了 啊 最近算是唯一令我開心的是
我的thumbdrive好了！ 哈哈哈 又可以用了哦
不然真的沒有什麽事情是令我開心的了

學校事事不如意 家裏一點也不開心
晚上又睡不着覺 頭頂上有一片烏雲
真希望一切趕快裏我而去
真希望可以享受簡單快樂
救命。

學習到的 只是如何保護自己 如何自我麻痹
從此以後 只是如何沉浸夢境 如何享受寧靜
安靜。